Fragments from the edge of becoming
A growing repository of Lucas’s private writings — lucid dreams, waking meditations, and timeless dialogues. Here, outside the bounds of story, he reflects on what the body cannot contain: sex, magick, consciousness, and the transmissions of the Timenaut.
These are not memories.
They are echoes, teachings, and warnings —
Written between worlds.
The Logic of the Flood Lucid encounter following Book IV, Chapter 10Interlocutor: Terence McKennaTheme: Sacred imbalance, erotic surrender, the current that carries all things After a transmission that dissolves form into pure movement, Lucas slips into a waking dream shaped…
We have forgotten that we are magicians. Not wizards who cast fireballs, but creatures who bend the laws of force and form so constantly, so effortlessly, that the miracle has become invisible. Take the river. Its force is channeled by…
The Mirror Room Lucid encounter following Book III, Chapter 10Interlocutor: Hypatia of AlexandriaTheme: Form, structure, and the integrity of boundaries After a transmission that carves angles into the void, Lucas steps into a chamber where form begins to hum. There,…
The Archetypal Descent Lucid encounter following Book II, Chapter 10Interlocutor: Carl JungTheme: Multiplicity, self-fracture, and the architecture of becoming Following a transmission marked by the first shock of distinction, Lucas slips into a liminal space — neither void nor form,…
The First Silence Lucid encounter following Book I, Chapter 10Interlocutor: KrishnamurtiTheme: The ache before becoming After receiving his first transmission from the Timenaut, Lucas enters a dream-like meditation. There, in a cave that seems carved from the threshold of reality…